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手掌缓缓向下移动,这时,金秀娜出于本能,紧张羞涩地抓住了顾洛意的手。
突然的打断像是一声鸣笛,顾洛意瞬间清醒过来,她看着金秀娜,脑中浮现出林舒凌的样子。
林舒凌太强大了,即使分开了两年多,顾洛意也还是会觉得,和别人发生关系是对她的一种背叛。
顾洛意收回了手,坐了起来。
金秀娜看到顾洛意眼里的热情逐渐消失,也跟着坐了起来。
她不知道该说什么,也许是不知道该怎么说,这样的英语在脑中到底还是存货太少。
金秀娜:“I...Idont...”
顾洛意:“Imsorry.”
金秀娜:“Dont!Hey,lookatme,Ididyou.Ijust...itsmyfirsttimewithagirl,Idontknowhowtobegoodenoughtomakeyoufeelgood.”
“Honey,”
顾洛意看着金秀娜一脸的懊悔,恢复了该有的冷静,微笑着牵住金秀娜的手,温柔地说,“Iknow,Iknow.Iknowallyousaid.”
金秀娜:“Imsorry,couldwe?”
顾洛意:“Dontsaysorry…”
金秀娜:“Letsgoon.IpromiseIwontdoanythingwrong...”
顾洛意:“No,no,listentome...”
金秀娜:“Youlistentome.Iamreallysorry.Idontmeanit.Ijustfeelnervousalittle...”
顾洛意:“Hey,relax.Youdonthavetosaysorry.Itisnotyourfault.itsmyfault.Youmustbelievemeandfiveme.Itismyfaultreally.Istoppeditnotbecausewhatyoudid.IstoppeditbecauseIrealizeifIdoitwithyou,Iwillloseyouforever,butIdontwannaloseyou.Youaresoimportanttome.Ishouldberesponsibleforyou,forus.”
金秀娜:“Youwontloseme...”
顾洛意:“Iwill,andyouwillloseme,too.Doyouwanttoloseme?Itissounworthyforjustonenight,andgivinguptherestofourlives.Iwantyouarealwaysonmyside.Iwanteverytimeyouthinkofme,yougivemeacall,andwecouldchatfromthemidnighttotheIwantwhenyouetoaorIetoKorea,webethefirstpersonforeachothertovisit.Iwantwekeepourcloseness.Butifwedoit,thingswillbedifferent.Ifwedon’tgettogether,thereisonlyembarrassmebetweenus.Thosegoodmemoriesaboutuswillbefadedawayandallwerememberisthatnight.Abefriendsanymore.So,onenightfortherestofourlives,itsasodamngooddeal,don’tyouthinkso”
“……you,youalwayshavethingstosay.”
金秀娜语言中还略带着遗憾和嗔怪,但更多的是一种理解和释然。
她懂得,两个人在一起的可能性真的是太小,而且顾洛意说得很对,她们会为这一晚付出惨重的代价。
不知道她听没听过中国有句老话叫,有缘无份。
顾洛意:“Dontyouwantit?DontyouwantwhatIsaid?”
金秀娜:“I,Iwantit,sureIwantit.Iwantboth,butifIonlychooseone,Iwillorethanonenight.”
顾洛意:“Itissohard,sohardtosaynotoyou,butIhaveto.AndIknowyouarethesamewithme.”
金秀娜:“AreyoustillinlovewiththatLin?”
顾洛意:“Idon’tknow.”
金秀娜:“Haveyouseenherbeforeyoucametohere?”
顾洛意:“No,Ihaven’tseenherforlikealmosthalfayearIguess……”
金秀娜:“Doyoumissher?”
“Idon’tknow.”
顾洛意安静下来。
林舒凌……她们还会再见面吗?也许会,也许再次见到林舒凌的时候,她已经是“某太太”
了。
沉默了一会,金秀娜道:“Sowhatarewegonnadotonight”
顾洛意:“Sleep.Justsleep.Speakingmakesmefeeltired.”
金秀娜:“WhatamIgonnado”
顾洛意:“YoustayandsleepwithmeoryougotoyourrooButIwantyoutostayhere,wouldyou”
金秀娜:“OK,Ill,ifyouinsist.”
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